Claude says:Balance arrived in your rotation during that brief February window in 2020 when van Buuren was chasing something more introspective than his usual festival-circuit trance—less about the drop, more about the drift. You kept coming back to "Blah Blah Blah" that same day, the kind of track that sits between euphoria and melancholy, which is probably why it was the only real anchor before you moved on.